Teacher's Lesson

I’m not totally sure I should be writing this, in-fact I don’t really know what to Wright...

It’s been just about a year since we last spoke, and still, every now and then, u briefly...appear in my mind. A few short seconds, nothing more. I have not hung on to you, I guess these appearances you have are normal.

This is not an apology, I’m not starting fresh, what I am doing...is not caring anymore. You have become the past and that is where u shall stay. Almost poetic that is was the result of your own actions..

But I don’t understand..Why do u still contact me? What did u want me to say? Yes I’m doing well? Did u expect it would return back to normal? Like nothing ever happened? I’m not a fool that u seemed to take me for.

There are countless things that angered me about those attempts, but listing them would be useless..A waste of time..But I still don’t get it...why did those attempts become apparent in the first place?

I remain silent, because the risk of letting you back in is too high. And the sad thing is...i still don’t think you have realised...where you went wrong.

Such is life. I don’t know if you actually still read this, if u do, answers to these questions would be interesting and appreciated but don’t expect a reply. "We" happened. "We" are the past. I don’t want to go back, I’m a different person now.